Wow it's been a while, but now winter is dawning and things have changed.

 "It has been a long time coming down this road, but now I know what i've been searching for"

We have something that no one else has and can quite understand, its the beauty of love, where the waves meet the sand. And there I will be holding your hand.....

Good-bye, good-bye my Love I know that it was real; the way you looked into my eyes the way you made me feel; I look forward to what we may have to come; the dreams I had for us now just seem so dumb; all the things we did together; now just seem like the changing weather; some of the words you write and say; make me loose that respect I had each day; I sometimes think bad thoughts; but that love I have has taught; taught me that is was worth all that I have endured; making me more and more mature; I'm out of sight and out of mind; but I hope someday that maybe you will find; find that what we had was not just fake; those beautiful days we spent by a lake; those heart filled talks we had in the car; those looks into the future didn't seem that far; those times we helped others in need; those times you took my hand to lead; those times we laughed and didn't want to say good-bye; those times I sat in your arms to cry; then there was that day you gave me a ring; and those times I made you listen to country and I would sing; some of those days will come again, but the magic and wonder will be lost; lost in the depths of the soul so deep; perhaps to arise again on the day we meet; I will meet you in Heaven on the day rest our fate; and I know I will not be a second, no not a second too late; I hate to admit it didn't work out to anyone that still does not see; the love I have for you, you just didn't have for me; no longer will I say the way I feel; you cannot bend a mold of steel; I will keep it inside and use it for good; it will spill out now and then in ways not understood; as the song says "don't concern yourself with this mess you've left for me I can clean it up.....and its alright yeah I'll be fine don't worry about this heart of mine..........leave the pieces when you go"; Good-bye, good-bye my Love I know it will not come again for second chances rarely happen twice; but this friendship we have saved - and will hopefully have - will be nice.

I wonder..... how you are doing, where you have been, do you like where you are, will I see you before the end; does anyone see what I know is there, do you ever take the time to care - care, what really does that word mean; that you will see the faults of people and still love - love, is it a feeling, a state of peace, is it perfect? Will you travel safe to places you go, will you think of him/her and let them know, I wish I knew how you were doing and where you have been, if you like where you are and if I will see you before the end.

I wonder..... if you could see your heart what would it look like? Would there be scars where you were hurt, what would be in the place where you were held and loved? Or would it be different colors? Maybe blue, perhaps green. Where the actions and feelings go unseen. Unseen to the ignorant wolrd, yet take a moment and look at yourself. Do you see, what your heart looks like?

Just when you think you have everything under control it slips through your hands, but you must have faith and trust that He knows what He's doing.

All I ask of you is to step back and pretend that what you have is gone. Say "I love you" like you mean it, look into that person like you care, cherish every second you spend together.

The world may not know all that you go though and understand you but all you have to tell the world is to have a little faith.

You changed the way I look at things and this feeling will remain with me

And when you feel that amazing spirit engulf you, and when you can't explain it to anyone,  that is when you know it's love

I am blessed to have felt this way at least once in my life, which never may be felt by anyone in their entire lifetime.